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war

Fri Feb 23, 2007, 1:11 PM
  • Listening to: trespassers william
  • Reading: artist research
  • Watching: prison break
SHIT. my internet died on me. now i have to re type the whole thuuuuuung again.

anyway. recently, i have beeeeeen so stressed with school work that i make art while watching war movies. i love anything to do with war. war games, war books, war movies, war photos.......... i love history. wished i experience fighting against axis powers. anywhere, for ten seconds will do. i just want to .... feeel it. if i got shot within that ten seconds................ well, god bless me.

what if someone told you that you have too much confidence in your own style? what the fuck that means? i have no idea. those words came out from my teacher s mouth.

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I had those very same words told to me once in school.

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"Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that's how we've got to live." - Haruki Murakami

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thats absurd... a teacher telling you that... its sounds like he or she doesnt prefer your style. not likeing your technique is understandable, but a style IS the artist. :P

and i know how you feel about war, ive always wanted to see D-Day as well as a few other important points in war history
what the hell that means? dont artist people have alot of confidence? i mean. like fuck the world and just do your thing. it s not like you are a bum and do not do research.................

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exectly. doesnt make sense does it xvehemencex? she said i had no attitude of learning. it s not like i am a lazy student or whatsoever, i know am not. and the way she browsed my sketchbooks, she had no respect for it. she said those things just because i couldnt finish my FINAL piece. i did not want to finish it because it wasnt the due date for it YET. there was two more weeks to finish it. but she wanted atleast 90 percent done before the weeks. hence, that meant, rush work. everyone knows that you cant rush art. it almost felt like i was doing art for her. and not for myself. doesnt make sense anymore at all. i think i know what made her said those words. i was quite defiant somehow. i mean, the way she said i had no developments when i had alot of illustrations and experimented ideas... and the way she flipped my sketchbooks...... ooooh, i got so pissed!!!!!! so i kinda answered back all the way after that.

oh, yes, war. have you seen clint eastwood s letters from IJ?

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Nah, I meant that sometimes we artists are accused of being too self-absorbed in our interpretation of the world around us. We have our way of looking at the world and at times, they are different from established norms.

It's good to be cocky at times, because that shows confidence in you to walk your own path. But if there's no hard work, then it's pretty much 50% of what could be achieved right?

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"Everything passes. Nobody gets anything for keeps. And that's how we've got to live." - Haruki Murakami

- My Gallery
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i get what you mean about the no hard work thing. indeed.

confidence is good in the art world. that way you arnt afriad to express it in your own way with such potential.

but the fact that, that has to come out from my teacher s mouth.....

really seriously, i still dont get it.

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i get what you mean about the no hard work thing. indeed.
i meant, no originality. kaka.

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u meant 2d classes huh? ouh lasalle lecturers are always like that. but i totally disagree of what she said about the style thing...

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flush. :constipated: everybody's business
i say fuk it, just do your own thing as long youre on track! fly free!

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