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Journal Entry: Thu Jul 3, 2008, 11:50 AM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: graveyard girl!!!
  • Eating: lesser
  • Drinking: morer
the newest m83 allbum is rad!!!!!!

wings of desire

Journal Entry: Sat Mar 29, 2008, 3:50 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: flunk
  • Eating: lesser
  • Drinking: morer
l should wake up from this dream.

And once again l feel
as if night were falling inside of me.

Fear... Fear of death.

Why not death?

The essential at times...

just being beautiful, and nothing more.

To look at oneself in the mirror
is to see oneself think.

So what do you think?

l think l still have the right to be afraid,
but not to talk about it.

You"re not yet blind,
the heart is still beating.

And now you"re crying after all.

You"d like to cry
like a very sad little girl.

Do you know why you"re crying?
For whom?

Not for me.
l don"t know for whom.

l"d like to know. l know nothing.

l"m a little bit afraid.
lt"s gone, gone away. lt"ll come back.

lt doesn"t matter.

Just to be able to say,
like right now, l"m happy.

l have a story,
and l'll go on having one.

There it is again,
this feeling of well-being...

as if inside my body
a hand was softly tightening.

When the child was a child,
it was the time of these questions:

Why am l me, and why not you?

Why am l here, and why not there?

When did time begin,
and where does space end?

lsn"t life under the sun just a dream?

SOOORY

Journal Entry: Sun Mar 23, 2008, 12:50 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: flunk
  • Eating: lesser
  • Drinking: morer
SORRRY EVERYONE IF AM NOT REPLYING OUR COMMENTS AND ALL... DEVIANTART SEEEEMS TO BE REALLLY REALLLY REALLY REALL REALLY REALLY SLOW OR WORST, SOMETIMES IT REFUSES TO OPEN ON MY WINDOW AT ALL! ITS REALLY STRANGE COS IT IS WORKING ALL FINE ON MY FRIEND S LAPTOP BUT NOT MINE! grrr.

asssesment is in 3 weeeks.... BUSYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
talk to everyone soon again! :heart: take care :hug:

in a song

Journal Entry: Wed Mar 19, 2008, 10:44 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: flunk
  • Eating: lesser
  • Drinking: morer
What if all i want is not so hard after all
I've spent too many days wanting
If it's just wildflowers that we could pick
And set on the table and look at in the morning
I see it when you do just what i said
And i don't feel then that my heart knows the difference
"let me sleep" is all that you ask of me
But i can't remember a dream that didn't scare me
So what if it's just one sentence
That you must not have heard in a song
'Cause it's too honest and flawed
I see it when you do just what i said
And i don't feel then that my heart knows the difference
Next time will i not imagine i know
How you could save me and love me enough
Next time will i not imagine you have
Something to soothe me that i've never had

trespassers william

urhm well

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2008, 4:03 PM
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: flunk
  • Eating: lesser
  • Drinking: morer
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